when you want something so badly that it hurts, is it enough to overcome the nerves?

you look at the number of people who you’re up against, the other girls who have resumes far more impressive than yours, the ones who have been around for a while and aren’t just fresh out of college, and you wonder: why me? why did i get the call?

you feel honored, scared, excited, and nervous.

you know that you’ve been busting your ass to get off book, to get those lines memorized, to make intelligent and defined choices, but you can’t help but ask: will it be enough?

sunday evening, here i come. cross some fingers for me or something.